whats always there

i cant help but to be reminded
almost everything
makes my mind transform

the melody
the sight
the redolence

something new and never experienced
would take me further
than something i know

i turn around
and see you everywhere
but only standing in my thoughts

the winter
is just temporary
but the taste is of mint

about that last one.....

i was re-reading what i wrote the other day and thought it sounded like i was depressed. i am not. its not about my life, it is about something else. although if you would like to interpret it that way, be my guest. here is something a bit more happy. about one of my school classes.


discussing nothing
while you bandage
my fake injury

repeating what we know
to make it unchangeable
as we learn to save lives

pressing my hands
on the naked chest of
the artificial woman
giving life,
while breaking bones

sucking the liquid
from your nose
so that you can breath

giving you the essence
so that your heart
wont burst
and letting you breath
the marvelous sky

when it begins

wondering when it will end
as i lay here
making up my own memories

wishing i could change
what i have crafted
into something incredible

punching what is left
of the affection
still unwavering

will it ever begin?

the concert

a bit ago i went to the muse concert and told you a bit about it. i also said i would try and get the video. here it is. if you look closely you can see me at the end.

attack of the heart

i was sitting there laying on the couch watching a boring movie. i think to myself, i want an oatmeal cream pie. i get up and munch it down. after which i lay back down. all of the sudden, my chest kills. it feels like someone putting inner city pressure on my entire chest cavity. this lasts for about 30 minutes and i can't take any more, i go to bed at about midnight. three o'clock rolls around and i am awakened by the same throbbing pain. i had to lay in bed for about 20 minutes with this awful pain before i could get back to sleep. boy, did it suck. i had to suffer for a three and a half hour heart attack. i never want to do that again.

ps it was not heartburn. i couldnt breath some of the time because of the pain.

bonfire time

bonfires. to sum it up in one word, cool. my photographing skills. to sum it up in one word, megawesome. we decided to have a bonfire as an apartment on wednesday and invited a few people. quite a few showed up. we actually had a greater girl to guy ratio most of the night, which is something that is really weird. usually it is a bunch of guys gathering together to talk about getting with all the hot chicks. this was fun though. enjoy my pictures.

MUSE Syndrome

oh man, last night i went to the second best concert i have ever been to in my entire life. MUSE is the band and rock n' roll is the style. words alone cannot describe the transcendent beauty that emanated from the stage. so i will show you pictures and hopefully a movie.

great shot of the stage, i love how sharp the guy is that is crowd surfing.

this is a good headbang shot while listening to the song stockholm syndrome.

just to show we were here.

psychadelic

we went to our family reunion just a bit ago and since i do not have my own camera i have to rely on other people taking awesome shots of me. so here is one my oldest brother took and edited. hope you enjoy. my family is going to diego this coming week and i want to buy a camera by then. so hopefully i will.

here i go

so i decided since i have not been posting regularly, i would post something random. my new hat. man it is so awesome. i bought it at the thrift store and am really loving it. i feel like i should have been from england or something like that. anywho here are some pictures. i will post more of my thoughts tomorrow at work.

new spot

so mac has this thing where you can have your own wbsite, i created one in a jiffy, tell me which one you like better.

http://web.mac.com/justushigginbotham/iWeb/Site/Welcome.htm

funniest clip ever

so i saw this clip from the tv show, family guy, and i think it is way funny. i am gonna share it with you.

camping trip

so a couple of weekends ago, we up and decided to go on a camping trip. it was pretty fly. it was trent, tom, and myself. i got off work early, for different reasons not stated, and we trucked it on down to richfield. we stocked up on supplies and headed out. our ultimate destination was paiute reservoir. as we headed down, we noticed dark storm clouds, but we were optimistic, and it paid off. we got there and it was a bit windy, but that didn't stop us from building a fire and start having some fun. here are pictures of our night.
here trent and i are enjoying our dutch oven dinner, which consisted of rice, chicken, whole wheat buns, and fritos. pretty good combination if you ask me.



we just got the lantern out and heard some weird noises coming from the shore, turns out the meal wasn't sitting very well with trent.

here tom found this in the glove compartment and drank it all at once. he was stumbling around, acting out, and being loud. it wasnt till morning when we saw the label and it said 100% juice.

this was the first day of the entire week when i did not wash my hair. it looks pretty good.
















we made the decision in the morning to hoof it on over to bryce canyon, but the stupid place wanted 25 dollars to get in. we decided to take a picture in front of the sign and call it good. if you look closely, you can see our religion.

all in all, it was a good time. i hope to do it again.

spendin' time with the fam

so this week was spring break, and i got to come down to my hometown of richfield and spend some time with my family. it has been way fun so far. when we get together we are pretty much a riot. i would have to say that we are the funniest family ever. we are pretty cool. today we went to a little picnic area and spent some time there. i have some picture of it, so i hope you enjoy.

running

imagine. running after almost 4 or 5 years of no exercise. well now you know how i feel. kate, a good friend, and i have decided to go running together. let me just tell you. it is fun and exciting, but oh man i hurt after the two days that we have done it. i shuffle around the apartment like an old grandpa. it is quite comical. i guess i just have to get my out of shape body used to it. hopefully that will come soon and not later. well anywho thought i would let you know.

Sunday Picnic

So we all decided to have a Sunday Picnic outside. It was such beautiful weather that we could not pass it up. German Pancakes, English Muffins, Spanish Sausages, and French Eggs it was an all around the world meal. Here we are enjoying ourselves.

Haha Finally.

Well I did it. I went and got myself a nice new computer. I got a Mac, something I vowed I never would do. I am pretty stoked, it is way awesome. Here is a picture of me taking a picture with my Mac. Yes it has a camera.